OH MY GOD YOU'RE GOING TO ROLL OVER ONTO YOUR BABY.
Millions of years of human evolution and sleeping patterns in the rest of the world:
Pretty much everything in our house is covered in boob milk.
It’s strange how you can be so happy and yet so sad. So sure, yet so uncertain. Why do we long for things for things we don’t truly want? Things change and people change. It’s hard being in love with someone who doesn’t exist- someone who perhaps never really existed. Bittersweet memories fill my head and I wonder what I would do if I could turn back time.
And then my daughter grabs my face, breaking my train of thought, and the pain disappears. There is no sadness left, only happiness. All I truly long for is right in front of me. At times I feel hurt, confused, cheated… I take a breath, and all that’s left is joy. No matter what happened- or what will happen in the future- I would not turn back time. I have the greatest gift and I am filled with a love I never knew existed. There is a part of me that I never knew I was missing- and here she is, smiling, cooing, and grabbing my face. The most precious gift anyone could ever give me. The reason I wouldn’t go back in time.
My baby, my daughter, my world.
I wouldn’t change a thing.